Lesson from Ava

After Phoenix was born, I didn't share our photos much. I loved him so much, and I couldn't bear the thought of someone else seeing him and NOT loving him and seeing how precious he was... because all they would see was a puffy and purple little boy. But, I underestimated people. I have watched so many of you love Ava. During the baby dedication for Ava at her house, her daddy said, "Before Ava was born, I didn't know what unconditional love was. Now, I know. She is my daughter and I love her. Even with her imperfections." So, I feel a bit sad that I haven't given you the chance to know and love Phoenix. I know you did as well as you could, but I have been so guarded of him. So, here he is, our sweet little boy, so beautiful to us. We miss him.

Still praying

Well, God in His sovereignty has kept Ava here for a week now. UNBELIEVABLE. It is a miracle. Thank you Lord for her precious beautiful life. Thank you.