Strange

Each day is better. I miss my little guy, but I know he is well and I am feeling good. But, I am finding that I have a big hole in my life. I find myself longing for a 3 year old little boy. I should have been potty training this past year. I should have been disciplining and running ragged trying to keep up with him. He should be swimming in our pool and bouncing on the trampoline. I can literally see him doing all of those things. I miss you Phoenix. Mommy can't wait to see you again. I will hold you for as long as you will let me...